2.15.2006

powerade and protein = yum

Currently listening to: Tool - H.

Well I finally got to get out and spend some of my money, since Big Y fucked up my hours again and sent me home when I showed up yesterday. Got what little hair I have cut then shot over to the mall got some nice lifting gloves that were on sale for $10 and spent whatever I had left at AE, got some new jeans and shit. Yeah I enjoy shopping...sue me bitch. And I headed over to Supplement Zone to talk to Langone's mom (who owns it, btw) to check out some energy drinks but ended up suckering myself into getting some more Nitric-Oxide mix. I could have just gotten exclusively NO for the energy/pump but it cost more than the creatine mix, and I guess the creatine formula (unlike monohydrate) doesn't require a resting period so I figured screw it I'll get it while its on sale too. Didn't get NO-Xplode this time, trying out this other stuff Fast Twitch...basically the exact same thing, different label. Tastes god awful though =| Everyone's bodies different so I figured I'd try the other brands, why not. Gonna need to get more whey soon too.

In other news, I was wrestling Chickatelli from Westside today and I seriously fucked up my knee when he went to throw me. I'm hoping it should be fine but the trainer thinks worst case scenario I could have torn part of my ligament (LCL)...seriously sucks balls. Just gonna ice the hell out of, I'm not used to having any type of injury that keeps me out of practicing in any sport, so its wicked frustrating. As long as I'm fine for States I really don't care if my leg falls off afterwards =P. Whatev. I'm bored and I want to go to the gym...damnit I need a car.

2.14.2006

to clarify

I do not, never will, never have considered, and never will consider ever taking anabolic steroids or any other unnatural muscle enhancing toxins. I would never do that to my body and I have too much pride to even think about doing that shit. My whole work ethic is based around making myself the best I can be by my own means, and by taking steroids that would totally contradict what I'm working for. I took me 4 years to even start to consider taking any supplements whatsoever (e.g. creatine), and now that I do (not currently if you must know) I take it correctly, which most people don't do. And I work my goddamn balls off.

So spread teh word, Curtis doesn't juice =D Even though the entire Chaug wrestling squad thinks I do haha...

2.13.2006

dull day, unwanted eventful night...not really

Yeah today was pretty lame. For one I think I speak for everyone in saying we got shafted of a snow day. Fuck mother nature hard. But yeah whatever...Blake the Snake...haha that was queer...IM'd me last night complainin' about something and we had a lil tiff that lasted about 5 minutes...I know I've been guilty of going back and forth with her but I'm pretty confident I have no (positive) emotions left for her and I think she gets that. Hopefully =P Done with that bullshit for def.

So today was really slow and boring and just about everyone was pissing me off. Josh Unsdefer got chosen "Most Opinionated" over me for some fucked up reason...maybe I should become friends with Emo-faggots and give people free beer so I can be as cool as him...jk. Josh is a cool kid and I really don't give a shit about the Superlative things..but just to note...ya'll are morons for picking "Don't Stop Believin'" as the class song...Joe Cocker would have been way more kickass and would have made my dream of making my life like the Wonder Years that much more of a reality. You selfish bastards. Whatev, still better then "Good Riddance".

So then to top it off I couldn't go to the gym today because my work spontaneously called and told me I was a half an hour late for my shift that I was never informed that I had. So I had to work 'til 10 and got in trouble for being late on a day that I was never scheduled to work...funny how that is...goddamn I hate my job. Luckily it was just Diane working and shes pretty lax about shit and I didn't get berated/decapitated by any of the supervisors.

All in all wasn't too horrible. Hung with Amber/Amanda and with Meg a bit, called them both bitches at one point (and apologized, of course..), which was alright. On a side note, some fajmo is tellin' people I'm trying to steal guys' biddies...I didn't know I was capable of doing anything like that, but let them think that =). Anyway, had a pretty good, short practice. Pretty pumped for States actually, Blyzzle thinks I can place if I wrestle 2 good matches (my 1st round bout shouldn't be too ruff..the guy lost to a kid named Rudy Ramirez...where does a PR family get off naming their kid Rudy? wtf). So yeah that should be uh...an event. I still need a hair cut and I still need to go shopping. Man I'm a slob.

So yeah now I gotta go work out in my basement...again. But I got a redbull or two in me and chewin' some Jolt gum so I better hop to it while I'm still bouncin' off the walls. No sleep + Caffeine + Testosterone = ....no clue but lets assume it something good. Later.

(does anyone read this? >.> ha)

2.12.2006

headings are for suckers

Yeah I decided to just use this thing as a blog instead of making a lame ass Live journal and therefore quadrupling the likelihood of me being a latent homosexual (given that I have a myspace and all...).

Yesterday was pretty fun although long, boring, and monotonous. The team did decent at best but we had a few achievers. The obvious Johnny and Ronnie accomplisments of course, but Jay Chenier actually wrestled to his potential and placed 1st in Western Mass after being seeded 6th =P Can't say anyone saw that coming, but I always knew he had it in him. And can't go without mentioning John becoming the 1st ever 4 time Western Massachusetts Wrestling champion. Congrats Johnny you earned it for def.

But being around all that shit just made me regret being such a pussy my freshman year. On a side note, I qualified for states and took 4th (seeded 5th) but in the grand scheme of things if I had wrestled all my highschool career I probably could have been pretty nasty by my Senior year. I just feel like I'm getting into a groove now and the season is already over. I've got states next week but a week isn't long enough to make a mark. Blah...its just depressing. I fuckin' wasted my whole High School career moping about bitches and worrying about insignificant crap and being a slob. So I'm going to try and make sure I don't do anything...or fail to do anything that I will later regret. I feel if I don't even try and play football in college I'll seriously hate myself 10 years down the road when the oppurtunity is out of reach. So I think I'm going to pursue that, even if it means going to a college of even lower caliber then WNEC (i.e. Westfield state)...but I figure college is as good as what you put into it, and no matter where I go as long as I work hard I'll be successful. Wow I sound like a self-help tape. Fuck me.

And I'm taking a rest from takin NOxplode for my lifting regiment. Going to just load up on protein, eat smart, and lift my ass off. People asking me if I'm "juicing" is getting a little irritating, but atleast I know that I'm getting results from working my balls off. O.K. I'm gonna go blow a bunch of money on worthless shit like clothes or something, because as Goner subtly put it, I'm "a consumer whore!". Word.